SOMETHING HAPPEND TO MY HEART

Even though I tell it not to go
Even though I tell it to stop
My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn't wear out , it doesn't decrease
Why is my love like this?

One by one , I count and count the memories
My heart can't rest for even a moment
It'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can't I even throw them away?

Really , my heart must have done something somehow
It must have become a fool that's blind from love
Just one place , everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you

Even the tears glands must be broken
My tears won't stop
Only you , I love only you
Can't you just tell me?

Even  if I hold out my hands , no matter how much I call out
You're always far from me
It'll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can't i erase it?

I try to comfort myself with the lie that I'm happy if you just smile
Because the place you're going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow

Really , my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
Can't have you , can't forget you
Waiting for you day by day

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
From loving you too much
Just one thing.. your heart , that one thing
Can't you just share it with me?
Can't you love me?

P/S : There is only one happiness in life , To be love and be loved

BE CAUSE I'M STUPID

I'm really , very foolish ,
I know of no one other than you ,
You're looking at someone else ,
Yet you have no idea of my feelings like this ,

I won't be in your days ,
I won't be in the memories either , However
Only you , i looked only at you ,
And the tears keep coming ,

As i watch you walking past ,
I'm still happy ,
Even yet you still don't know my heart ,
I should stop this and go ,

I relly want to see the day ,
I'm withstanding the pain each day ,
" I love you " is playing on my lips ,
Alone once again , crying for you
Alone once again , missing for you

 Baby i love you , I'm waiting for you

I won't be in your days ,
I won't remembered either , However
Only you , I looked only at you ,

I'm making memories alone ,
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound ,
I look at your pretty smile also ,
But i cannot laugh with you.

I'm thinking about you so much everyday ,
My heart is hurting in all these sad days ,
" I want to see you " is playing on my lips ,
Alone once again , crying for you ,
Alone once again, missing at you

Baby i love you I' m waiting for you

Bye bye never say goodbye ,
Even though i cannot hold you like this ,
I need you , I cannot say anything more , i want you
I keep hoping too , I'll keep hoping....

Baby i love you I'm waiting for you..

"My thoughts are bad , Because i'm stupid"