SOMETHING HAPPEND TO MY HEART

Even though I tell it not to go
Even though I tell it to stop
My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn't wear out , it doesn't decrease
Why is my love like this?

One by one , I count and count the memories
My heart can't rest for even a moment
It'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can't I even throw them away?

Really , my heart must have done something somehow
It must have become a fool that's blind from love
Just one place , everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you

Even the tears glands must be broken
My tears won't stop
Only you , I love only you
Can't you just tell me?

Even  if I hold out my hands , no matter how much I call out
You're always far from me
It'll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can't i erase it?

I try to comfort myself with the lie that I'm happy if you just smile
Because the place you're going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow

Really , my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
Can't have you , can't forget you
Waiting for you day by day

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
From loving you too much
Just one thing.. your heart , that one thing
Can't you just share it with me?
Can't you love me?

P/S : There is only one happiness in life , To be love and be loved

BE CAUSE I'M STUPID

I'm really , very foolish ,
I know of no one other than you ,
You're looking at someone else ,
Yet you have no idea of my feelings like this ,

I won't be in your days ,
I won't be in the memories either , However
Only you , i looked only at you ,
And the tears keep coming ,

As i watch you walking past ,
I'm still happy ,
Even yet you still don't know my heart ,
I should stop this and go ,

I relly want to see the day ,
I'm withstanding the pain each day ,
" I love you " is playing on my lips ,
Alone once again , crying for you
Alone once again , missing for you

 Baby i love you , I'm waiting for you

I won't be in your days ,
I won't remembered either , However
Only you , I looked only at you ,

I'm making memories alone ,
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound ,
I look at your pretty smile also ,
But i cannot laugh with you.

I'm thinking about you so much everyday ,
My heart is hurting in all these sad days ,
" I want to see you " is playing on my lips ,
Alone once again , crying for you ,
Alone once again, missing at you

Baby i love you I' m waiting for you

Bye bye never say goodbye ,
Even though i cannot hold you like this ,
I need you , I cannot say anything more , i want you
I keep hoping too , I'll keep hoping....

Baby i love you I'm waiting for you..

"My thoughts are bad , Because i'm stupid"

Ther Is Nothing To Say Anymore

Oh God!
Love come with so many pain
Heart will stay in heart and can't run from what people will saying

You don't remember me
So there is nothing to say anymore
Heart crying and eyes swollen
So there is nothing to say anymore

I gave all my Happiness
I gave all my smile

You lock me
I'm betting my message with full of honest
But you didn't care of my love

So there is nothing to say anymore
You Don't remember me
So there is nothing to say anymore...